Trying very hard to trust but it doesn’t come easy. You can’t have your cake and eat it to. The thought of what COULD happen has me shaking about to puke. I don’t know what to do.
Lies.
I cant force myself to be okay when I’m not. Ill keep showing that fake ass smile and you keep believing it.
I hope this past year isn’t all for nothing.
I just want you to hold me. I want to know you care about what I’m going through.
I feel like dying. I don’t want to be alone.. I don’t want to do stupid things to myself. This is so fucking hard.
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